Dit is natuurlijk het type brief dat je wilt schrijven, niet per se ontvangen. Openhartig, direct, overdreven, needy, bezwerend, tikkeltje onderdanig, flikflooiend, eenzijdig, scheef, topzwaar \u2013 wat kun je ermee, mensen willen dat niet.<\/p>\n
I am reduced to a thing that wants Virginia. I composed a beautiful letter to you in the sleepless nightmare hours of the night, and it has all gone: I just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way. You, with all your un-dumb letters, would never write so elementary phrase as that; perhaps you wouldn\u2019t even feel it. And yet I believe you\u2019ll be sensible of a little gap. But you\u2019d clothe it in so exquisite a phrase that it would lose a little of its reality. Whereas with me it is quite stark: I miss you even more than I could have believed; and I was prepared to miss you a good deal. So this letter is just really a squeal of pain. It is incredible how essential to me you have become. I suppose you are accustomed to people saying these things. Damn you, spoilt creature; I shan\u2019t make you love me any the more by giving myself away like this\u2014But oh my dear, I can\u2019t<\/em> be clever and stand-offish with you: I love you too much for that. Too truly. You have no idea how stand-offish I can be with people I don\u2019t love. I have brought it to a fine art. But you have broken down my defences. And I don\u2019t really resent it\u2026 Please forgive me for writing such a miserable letter. V. <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Dit is natuurlijk het type brief dat je wilt schrijven, niet per se ontvangen. Openhartig, direct, overdreven, needy, bezwerend, tikkeltje onderdanig, flikflooiend, eenzijdig, scheef, topzwaar \u2013 wat kun je ermee, mensen willen dat niet. I am reduced to a thing that wants Virginia. I composed a beautiful letter to you in the sleepless nightmare hoursRead more »<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1714],"tags":[2030,2029],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47830"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47830"}],"version-history":[{"count":11,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47830\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47866,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47830\/revisions\/47866"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}