{"id":45654,"date":"2016-09-08T00:01:09","date_gmt":"2016-09-08T00:01:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/?p=45654"},"modified":"2017-05-10T06:45:10","modified_gmt":"2017-05-10T06:45:10","slug":"69-spiegel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/69-spiegel\/","title":{"rendered":"69. spiegel"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>For most of the people she knew, people in their forties, this was a time of softening and expanding, of expectations growing blurred, of running a little to seed or to fat after the exhaustion of the chase: she saw them beginning to relax and make themselves comfortable in their lives. But for her, coming back out into the world again, the lines were still sharp, the expectations undimmed: sometimes she felt as if she\u2019d arrived at a party just as everyone else was leaving, leaving to go home together and sleep.<\/em> <small>\u2013 Outline, Rachel Cusk<\/small><\/p>\n<p>In de hoop dat wat gebeurt overeenkomt met wat verteld wordt, dat wat verteld wordt overeenkomt met het leven. Alsof ik iets meemaak waar ik niet mee kan omgaan zonder in een spiegel te kijken, misschien omdat het een uncanny gevoel geeft wanneer je het huis &#8216;s avonds in exact dezelfde staat aantreft als waarin je het &#8216;s ochtends achterliet, en dat je denkt, waarom niet all the way, een spiegel toont een exacte gelijkenis.<\/p>\n<p><!--- she returned to her apartment, which since she lives alone was exactly as she had left it that morning. outline, cusk ---><\/p>\n<p><!--- bij het uncanny gevoel dat alles wat ze schrijft over jou gaat of misschien lijkt dat omdat je zelf tot stilstand bent gekomen, je identiteit stuk is geslagen ---><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For most of the people she knew, people in their forties, this was a time of softening and expanding, of expectations growing blurred, of running a little to seed or to fat after the exhaustion of the chase: she saw them beginning to relax and make themselves comfortable in their lives. But for her, coming<a href=\"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/69-spiegel\/\" class=\"read-more\">Read more &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1714,1863],"tags":[1960],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45654"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45654"}],"version-history":[{"count":41,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45654\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50530,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45654\/revisions\/50530"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45654"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45654"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45654"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}