{"id":44961,"date":"2016-08-23T00:01:34","date_gmt":"2016-08-23T00:01:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/?p=44961"},"modified":"2016-08-23T04:54:31","modified_gmt":"2016-08-23T04:54:31","slug":"61-crushes-rushes-crashes-rashes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/61-crushes-rushes-crashes-rashes\/","title":{"rendered":"61. crushes, rushes, crashes, rashes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>In I Love Dick schrijft Chris Kraus,<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Mostly this infatuation-energy is about wanting to know someone.<\/p>\n<p>[&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p>The only thing that moves me now is moving, finding out about another person (you).<\/p>\n<p>[&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p>Our only hope is for some resumption of our normal lives.<\/p>\n<p>[&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p>When you&#8217;re living so intensely in your head there isn&#8217;t any difference between what you imagine and what actually takes place. Therefore, you&#8217;re both omnipotent and powerless.<\/p>\n<p>[&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p>I guess these silent types make you work twice as hard and then you can&#8217;t escape because you yourself create the cage. Maybe that&#8217;s why you feel so bad. <!--- It's like he's watching, watching you do this to yourself. ---><\/p>\n<p>[&#8230;]<\/p>\n<p>Living so intensely in your head that boundaries disappear.<\/p>\n<p>Dat laatste noemt ze the psychosis of adolescence.<\/p>\n<p><!--- Polly, how do people grow up, become adults? Ik heb meer Polly nodig. Ik probeerde Polly gisteren uit te leggen aan iemand. Polly is iemand die alle gerechten recht kan trekken met een bouillonblokje of genoeg knoflook had ik kunnen zeggen. ---><\/p>\n<p><!--- Volwassen worden betekent je hoofd verliezen, niet meer in je hoofd leven. Hoe krijg je je hartslag gelijkmatig? ---><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In I Love Dick schrijft Chris Kraus, Mostly this infatuation-energy is about wanting to know someone. [&#8230;] The only thing that moves me now is moving, finding out about another person (you). [&#8230;] Our only hope is for some resumption of our normal lives. [&#8230;] When you&#8217;re living so intensely in your head there isn&#8217;t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/61-crushes-rushes-crashes-rashes\/\" class=\"read-more\">Read more &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1714],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44961"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=44961"}],"version-history":[{"count":18,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44961\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45202,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44961\/revisions\/45202"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=44961"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=44961"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=44961"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}