{"id":40642,"date":"2016-04-14T00:01:50","date_gmt":"2016-04-14T00:01:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/?p=40642"},"modified":"2016-04-10T16:54:46","modified_gmt":"2016-04-10T16:54:46","slug":"44-falling-slowly","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/44-falling-slowly\/","title":{"rendered":"44. falling slowly"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I think you can hold out for only so long. I think secretly each and every one of us longs to fall, and knows in a deep wise place in our brains that surrender is the means by which we gain, not lose, our lives. We know this, and that is why we have bad backs and pulled necks and throbbing pain between our shoulder blades. We want to go down, and it hurts to fight the force of gravity. <small>\u2013 Lying, Lauren Slater<\/small><\/p>\n<p><!-- she had to learn to fall, everyting in this book I think of as metaphor ---><\/p>\n<p><!---Falling slowly\n\nI don't know you, but I want you\nAll the more for that\nWords fall through me and always fool me\nAnd I can't react\n\nAnd games that never amount\nTo more than they're meant\nWill play themselves out\n\nTake this sinking boat and point it home\nWe've still got time\nRaise your hopeful voice you have a choice\nYou've made it now\n\nFalling slowly, eyes that know me\nAnd I can't go back\nThe moods that take me and erase me\nAnd I'm painted black\n\nWell, you have suffered enough\nAnd warred with yourself\nIt's time that you won\n\nTake this sinking boat and point it home\nWe've still got time\nRaise your hopeful voice, you have a choice\nYou've made it now\n\nFalling slowly sing your melody\nI'll sing it loud ---><\/p>\n<p><!--- Glen Hansard with with Marketa Irglova ---><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think you can hold out for only so long. I think secretly each and every one of us longs to fall, and knows in a deep wise place in our brains that surrender is the means by which we gain, not lose, our lives. We know this, and that is why we have bad<a href=\"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/44-falling-slowly\/\" class=\"read-more\">Read more &raquo;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1714],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40642"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=40642"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40642\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":41207,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40642\/revisions\/41207"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=40642"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=40642"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.imhd.nl\/log\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=40642"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}