The thing about writing though is nothings ever really completed. There are full stops on the page but things go on in your mind. Our relentless wish for improvement. So I don’t have the temperament to ever stand back and say, I am happy because I am always going to say, could be a bit happier with a few adjustments. But I am beginning a new phase of my life. Because I’m moving house, I’m going to live by the sea. Which I have always wanted to do. And I’m hoping for a bit more inner calm. I think calm and happiness are the same thing to me. I spend a lot of my life I suppose trying to suppress the adrenaline rush. Trying to listen to what is going on in the background. So calm equates to happy but calm isn’t often attained. I want to watch the sea and learn from it. Because the pattern is irreversibly irreducible. There may be a storm blowing out but basically you have the same waveform coming and going. It’s almost as if I’m wanting to hear my own heartbeat. I think that’s what I’d like to be able to do.\u201d <\/p>\n
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